I'll be lurking only for a while... Or maybe not even lurking.

School is kicking my ass. I gotta learn 10 chapters by december 7 for spanish... Which is hard cus the teacher is so disrespected she cant teach (or think. that class is louder than a rock concert) and the sub is absolutely too incompetent to do anything but give us office referals for bottled water.

Plus I lack the motivation to do anything. (Except draw stupid little things to try and forget how I feel.) Stressed to the point of being a paranoid, nervous wreck. I cant seem to fall asleep which is only making things worse... And we have thunderstorms tomorrow... -scared of them-

I might post... Not like I do that too often anyway... <<;

Plus I need to focus on mostly personal matters. My relationships with people are in the shitter. (Surprisingly this worries me.)

I gotta post sometime before/around January though. That would be nice. And the scanner has that avalanche of random crap again...

Maybe I'll be ok before January 7. That would be swell...

And isnt vitamin c supposed to help you relieve stress. Cus Ive been taking some and im only MORE stressed...